My want is to worship you, to serve and obey you, to always put your needs above mine. You are my superior. You are strong, intelligent, sensitive and compassionate. You are Woman and you are beautiful.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

An Intimate Relationship

As I mentioned in my post of May 13 titled "A Failed Experiment", V and I have decided to take a break from pursuing a Femdom/FL relationship.

Instead, I’ve been concentrating on those aspects of our relationship which she cherishes most.

We’ve been spending more time going out together. For instance, V has a passion for fashion. Currently she’s studying fashion design with plans to establish her own label.

Last weekend there was an exhibition of period fashion pieces and I suggested we attend. She was delighted and, in truth, we both had a great time together even though fashion is not my thing.

We also go out on long walks together. We've had a late Autumn here and the mornings, while often brisk, radiate a lovely subdued light. In the parks and on the nature strips, golden and red leaves carpet iridescent green grass, giving off a wonderful fragrance. It’s an ideal setting which sets the mood for romance and togetherness.

When I’m at the supermarket, I always make a point of buying V the latest Vogue, Marie Clair or other fashion magazine she doesn’t already have. I also buy her favorite comfort food indulgences.

These little things mean a lot to V and help enormously with our bonding.

Of course I still do the cooking, cleaning etc but I try to add small unexpected touches; little extras which she sometimes notices and other times doesn’t. That’s fine, it’s the thought that counts as they say, and whether she notices I went half way across the city to buy her favorite gluten free blueberry muffin or not doesn’t matter (V has coelic disease which means she is gluten intolerant – no wheat based products among other things).

In short, our relationship is stronger, with greater intensity and more passion.

There’s no domination or submission, no spankings or verbal abuse. It’s a more loving relationship, taking into primary account her needs and desires.

Our love-making is more intimate. Last night V initiated sex for the first time in ages. It began with passionate kissing, cuddling and stroking. I ran my fingers through her hair, my hands lightly caressed the contours of her body. I gently kissed her neck, her eyelids, her cheeks, her lips. She held me tightly. Our bodies became one. With my face between her thighs, I inhaled her scent, kissed nibbled and licked her for 15 minutes or so. Finally we had intercourse – intense, emotional, loving sex.

I called her mommy which I rarely ever do. I don’t have an Oedipus Complex but I felt compelled to utter the word. Perhaps I was trying to crawl back into the womb, so intense was my feeling of love and emotion.
“That’s my little boy,” she said, and I felt safe, secure, warm and protected.


Anonymous said...

That is so sweet... I've been thinking lately about how everyone needs a little mothering every now & again.

Someone to hold your head against her breast and whisper, shhhh...shhhh...

I'm glad you got it.

subservire said...

Thanks. I had a look at your blog and it's a wonderful start. Please keep us posted and all the very best to both of you.

Princess Kiki said...

Good blog..keep updating please ;)

Mistress Laura's boy said...

I read this entry and enjoyed it. You relationship with V sounds sweet and you are completely devoted to her. That is great.