My want is to worship you, to serve and obey you, to always put your needs above mine. You are my superior. You are strong, intelligent, sensitive and compassionate. You are Woman and you are beautiful.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Pandora's Box

A strange thing happened tonight and I don’t think I understand the dynamics of it.

In fact I’m quite confused. Could it be that V has taken this thing to a new dimension, one that is more than I considered?

I’ve already confessed on this blog that I instigated a Female Led relationship. If I’m honest, I manipulated it. I planned and instigated it. But did I, or have I simply opened Pandora’s box? What have I activated here?

I’ve REALLY managed to piss her off and I don’t know why.

It started this afternoon when I said in conversation “Women ARE superior to men.”

She said “Stop. I don’t want to hear that. I’m a feminist. I know that. I know what you’re going to say and don’t say it.” (That’s new. She’s never mentioned she was a feminist before).

She then said “You’ve just destroyed this thing. You’re pissing me off. Go away.”

We left it at that. I had no idea what upset her but I knew enough to let it lie.

All was going well. I’d cooked us a great meal and we settled down on the couch together to watch a movie.

I made the mistake of repeating what I’d said during the afternoon, but I went further. I said “You’re my superior. You’re a woman, you’re genetically superior. You’re more intelligent...”

“”That’s enough. Stop,” she said.

“You’re compassionate, considerate, morally stronger....”

“I said STOP. How dare you disobey me! Get out of here, now!”

“I don’t understand. What have I done that’s wrong,” I pleaded.

“Get this straight,” she said. “I’m in charge now and when I say stop, that’s it. I don’t want to hear that crap and when I say stop, you don’t. You keep going. What sort of a servant are you. You either obey me or you can move out. You’re embarrassing yourself and disrespecting me. I’m not interested in your fantasies. You’ll do what I say, when I say it or it’s all over.”


What’s going on? Has she really taken this thing to the extreme? Has she just flipped over to this totally dominating bitch? I don’t understand, and she won’t talk to me.

So I’ve just come in here and started writing. Trying to get my mind around it. I wanted a LOVING Female Led Relationship, not a sadistic, dominating bitch. This is right out of character for V. What have I unleashed?


whatevershesays said...

I don't think she is a domineering bitch at all.

In your subsequent post, she peed on you and made you lick up your cum. And then you two discussed how great your new wife-led relationship is.

So she tells you to shut up and you get bent out of shape?

She is where you want her to be so stop pushing and as you have admitted, topping from the bottom. Relax and let her lead.

My wife did read my blog and is OK with it. I'm sure she will "play" with it at some future date. I hope so!

faninho said...

Your wife is wonderful. In my opinion women examine their mates always regardless of the lifestyle. From time to time they just demand exactly the unexpected and the uncomfortable. That's why I love them.
I think V wants to find out if you are seriously giving her the reins of authority. She wants it at her style now. So you have to take it and because you want it like that too. You should trust her and obey- and you know that already.
Thanks for sharing it