My want is to worship you, to serve and obey you, to always put your needs above mine. You are my superior. You are strong, intelligent, sensitive and compassionate. You are Woman and you are beautiful.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Living the Dream

It’s been a week now since my last post and things have improved dramatically.

Following my previous conversation with V on December 5, I decided to write her a letter, outlining my thoughts on the subject of a Female-Led Marriage (see below) and whether our relationship was strong enough to embrace this lifestyle in some form at least.

Her response was more than I dared to hope for. Provided I didn’t “top from the bottom” she’d consent to such a relationship!

In fact, she was so moved by my letter that she expressed a desire to “nurture” the submissive side of my nature.

With my input, she wrote me a list of tasks she demands I now perform and behavior she expects from me at all times.

This includes ALL domestic duties.

Mornings begin with the following responsibilities: Before she wakes, I am to place a newspaper on the dining room table with freshly squeezed fruit or vegetable juice and a cup of tea. I am then to prepare her breakfast of fruit and yoghurt and only then am I to wake her.

Before leaving for work I am to clean the kitchen, make the bed, tidy up the living room and take out the trash.

In addition, I wash the clothes, hang them on the line, fold and pack them away. I do all the grocery shopping. She decides what we are to eat each night and I am to prepare all meals and clean up afterwards.

I’m expected to do all the dusting, vacuuming and polishing. Once a week I will clean the entire house and do the gardening.

Of course, I fetch any item she desires (a cup of tea, magazines, her slippers, small snacks etc) and will do all incidental tasks that are required (eg. write and post the Christmas cards).

Personally, I enjoy golden showers and ass worship – that’s just me.

V said that if I performed my set duties as demanded, she would urinate on me on a regular basis and allow me to lick her bottom each night while she watched TV on the couch. This was to be my special reward.

In addition, she would regularly remind me I was her servant and that she was my superior. I am to thank her whenever she sets me a task. She’s never to thank me for any task I perform. A common phrase of hers over the past week has been “You’re becoming a good little servant. Make sure you do better because Mistress deserves better.”

It’s the only time she refers to herself as Mistress, She won’t allow me to call her by that title, although she doesn’t object if I sometimes call her Miss or Princess.

Of course, it’s occurred to me that V has surreptitiously decided to set me a daunting list of tasks in the hope I’ll lose interest in this type of arrangement. I haven’t, and it appears to me she is rather enjoying her newly acquired role as Queen of the household.

It’s been a week since we’ve adopted the above routine and last night, after a very busy day at work, I must admit I was feeling more than a little worn-out. In fact, it was a struggle to rekindle my desire to serve at her beck-and-call.

Then, she said to me “such a good little servant. You make me very happy. Come and lick my bottom. There, that's where you belong."

And all of a sudden I was in seventh heaven!


faninho said...

what a beautiful blog you have. It is wonderful to see that the topic is really worldwide. I admire your spirit to go into it that way. Your Vicky is great and after a difficult start you entered a new space with her which will become more and more to her benefits as well, I'm sure.
Thank you for sharing it.
And let us know how you proceed.
Good luck!

subservire said...

Thankyou faninho. Yours is my first comment. I started this blog mainly as a diary for myself. In a sense it's a record of my progress in a Female Led Marriage from the very beginning. Of course, it's nice to know that there are other people who are interested in my thoughts, although that is not the main purpose of this site.

Thanks once again for your comments and I'll be sure to post any updates on our progress.

Lady Julia said...

Congratulations :) I agree that moving slowly is wise as it allows each adequate time to evaluate and reevaluate where things are going and how you feel about them.

I wish you great success.

helpmate hubby said...

your blog is off to an outstanding start, i look forward to reading more about your continual evolution into a FLR lifestyle.