My want is to worship you, to serve and obey you, to always put your needs above mine. You are my superior. You are strong, intelligent, sensitive and compassionate. You are Woman and you are beautiful.

Sunday, December 3, 2006

Bad Timing

I think I've blown it!

Subconsciously I knew now wasn't the right time to raise the subject with V.

She's been under a lot of work pressure the past couple of weeks. As a teacher this is a busy time leading up to the end of the year - marking assignments and report writing. She's been working at home every night to meet deadlines.

I guess my revelation about a Female-Led Relationship was the last thing she needed to hear.

Her immediate reaction was fairly hostile. "Go and see a psychologist" or "Sort your head out. It's destroying our relationship" were some of her responses.

I'd printed off the pages of several sites in the hope that she'd read them. Not a good move!

Of course we argued. "It's all about you." "It's all about your fantasies." "If you really loved me, you wouldn't put this presure on me." "If you really wanted to do things for me, you'd do them without expecting anything in return."

Fairly typical responses I guess. I knew I should have taken things slowly.

Back to square one. Let her calm down.

She's right of course. I'm only thinking of my own needs.

Best if I just continue to do as much around the house as I can, without any expectations.

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